“Don’t be afraid… I feel it too”
Stirring within, compassion, yearning, desolation
Folie รก Deux
I need a teacher, he suggests
But nostalgia and reminiscence is the great lesson;
Ruthless absence from glory
We all don our rose tinted glasses when it suits us
For some what’s behind, for myself what’s usually ahead
but aeons beckon, that deafening silence between all things
The Force is strong with this one,
the timelines coalesce and stability drops from under my feet
I remember,
Love, lust, hatred, suffering
But what the hell do I know?
I am blind as a fruit bat
pretending the darkness is my answer
I exiled that part of me
I watched it blaze in flames and soot
I severed that fucking lifeline
I watched you scatter in the faceless winds
And this fury dawns, this fury accuses me in the mirror
Douse it down, never submit, never imagine that karma has a hand in my fortune
And now, the dark moon laughs at me
Diana frowns at me, offers her hand
As I take it, I realise I never stopped holding on
Now is the time
Time to leave, time to let be
Time to know, time to recede
Time to surrender; let life recycle us again
I erased your facade, I banished you on the waves of rebirth
My mind delirious long ago, now lucid and dreaming awake
And I will never forget
It’s forever too late
I see you.
And I turn on my heel:
I let you wane.